Are you tired, worn out, feeling hopeless? That's a "I don't really want to" to find a way to deal with - which might include a rest.
Are you frustrated that there's all this difficult BS you have to go through? WTF is up with 80+ is passing? And there's stupid reasons they'll take off points, things that you *know* full well and won't mess up in the field. That's a normal feeling to have. You're an anti-authoritarian in one of the last possible authoritarian situations you can be in.
Or is there more, or is it different? Because it sounds like this is too hard, too stressful, to be a box to check on a pointless checklist. (Now, mind you, an *important* checklist? That's fine. We all have important goals and putting them on a list is okay, and checking them off is okay. But we also have "gosh, it would be neat/fun/cool to do this" lists - and those are the ones where this is too much to be worth checking off of.)
Good luck; remember, you are a good, and amazing woman; the world is better for your being here and for having been here; you are loved, and you love. Does "you are a registered nurse" close enough to that list?
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Date: 2017-09-23 12:58 am (UTC)Are you tired, worn out, feeling hopeless? That's a "I don't really want to" to find a way to deal with - which might include a rest.
Are you frustrated that there's all this difficult BS you have to go through? WTF is up with 80+ is passing? And there's stupid reasons they'll take off points, things that you *know* full well and won't mess up in the field. That's a normal feeling to have. You're an anti-authoritarian in one of the last possible authoritarian situations you can be in.
Or is there more, or is it different? Because it sounds like this is too hard, too stressful, to be a box to check on a pointless checklist. (Now, mind you, an *important* checklist? That's fine. We all have important goals and putting them on a list is okay, and checking them off is okay. But we also have "gosh, it would be neat/fun/cool to do this" lists - and those are the ones where this is too much to be worth checking off of.)
Good luck; remember, you are a good, and amazing woman; the world is better for your being here and for having been here; you are loved, and you love. Does "you are a registered nurse" close enough to that list?