Jun. 7th, 2016

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To take my mind off recent developments, especially since brooding and even, at this point, planning, is pre' useless right now, I have been thinking about stories.

Thinking about my last two stories, I realize that I like writing about love. About how love works, what it looks like, how it can be used. I like to apply the laws of conservation to people, actions, and emotions. I like to tell stories about how even something that looks like despair may be winning.

Because stories have to be interesting, they are usually about some kind of crisis -- man vs. nature, man vs. man, man vs. self -- and all that jazz.

I want to write a quiet story, though. Something that focuses on nature, on inner forces. Hmm. Fecundity and birth. The growth of ideas or fruition of plans. Hmm. Hmm.

bleh

Jun. 7th, 2016 10:47 am
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I feel horribly guilty that I am vastly relieved to be out of nursing school. I know that if I was given a choice, I would choose to be in nursing school. I know that when I heal, I will choose to go back.

But in the meantime, OMG, no skills test this week. No CIP this weekend. No test next week. No stressing on how I'm going to pay for this semester. In fact, I'll have some time to save up for when I restart. I am so fucking relieved.

Ack! Cognitive dissonance!

BTW, got crutches yesterday and MRI is scheduled for late tomorrow evening. Norco is my friend.

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