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Mar. 21st, 2006 11:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ljgeoffMike was supposed to call and let me know when the unit will be in Grayling, but no word yet.
I'm still stressed with the reality of his homecoming; a few weeks ago, I dreamt that it was Brent who was coming back. Woke up from that one with a start. Meditating (not very deeply - it's pretty obvious), it has to do with money. I've done well for the last 6 mos., but I sucked the first eight.
And now, something else - I didn't pay my Michigan Driver Responsibility fee on time, got my driver's license suspended in Dec, drove anyways, and got pulled over (headlight was out) the night before last. I have an arraignment on Monday. There will be more fines, probably probation, and I might end up with a week or two in the county jail - the jail time because, five, no six, years ago, I got two Driving With License Suspended in a six month period. Oh, and the judge will probably suspend my license for another 6 to 18 mos. Just to make sure that I got the message.
I vowed that I'd never let my license get suspended again. Damn it. I paid all my tickets on time (not that there was a ton of them - one speeding, and the two that got me the Driver Responsibility Fee, which were driving without insurance and I didn't notice that my license had to be renewed), it's just that damned Driver Responsibility fee - and damn, I could have paid it, but it made me so mad...Aaargh, I am my own worst enemy. I'm not really stupid. I just act like it. Really, I sound like I'm completely incompetent -- there's this part of me that's going "but...but...but"
And, well, I haven't told Mike yet about my recent ... complications. Poor sod.
I'm still stressed with the reality of his homecoming; a few weeks ago, I dreamt that it was Brent who was coming back. Woke up from that one with a start. Meditating (not very deeply - it's pretty obvious), it has to do with money. I've done well for the last 6 mos., but I sucked the first eight.
And now, something else - I didn't pay my Michigan Driver Responsibility fee on time, got my driver's license suspended in Dec, drove anyways, and got pulled over (headlight was out) the night before last. I have an arraignment on Monday. There will be more fines, probably probation, and I might end up with a week or two in the county jail - the jail time because, five, no six, years ago, I got two Driving With License Suspended in a six month period. Oh, and the judge will probably suspend my license for another 6 to 18 mos. Just to make sure that I got the message.
I vowed that I'd never let my license get suspended again. Damn it. I paid all my tickets on time (not that there was a ton of them - one speeding, and the two that got me the Driver Responsibility Fee, which were driving without insurance and I didn't notice that my license had to be renewed), it's just that damned Driver Responsibility fee - and damn, I could have paid it, but it made me so mad...Aaargh, I am my own worst enemy. I'm not really stupid. I just act like it. Really, I sound like I'm completely incompetent -- there's this part of me that's going "but...but...but"
And, well, I haven't told Mike yet about my recent ... complications. Poor sod.