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Apr. 1st, 2008 01:55 pmI was reading something last night, and woke up with the thought: I am not an emotionally complicated person.
I like things that feel good, I don't like things that are painful, I'm not particularly ambitious but I will lead if no one else picks up the reigns, I like to get my own way but I can bend like a willow, it takes a lot to piss me off and I get over it rather quickly, a person can easily tell if I like them or not, and I've never really been good at deception.
I feel so ordinary and normal, and I worry that I'm dull. This is what it comes to: my writing has no pathos. Just normal people coping with what the world throws at them. It doesn't feel particularly deep or insightful.
That's what I woke up thinking about.
I like things that feel good, I don't like things that are painful, I'm not particularly ambitious but I will lead if no one else picks up the reigns, I like to get my own way but I can bend like a willow, it takes a lot to piss me off and I get over it rather quickly, a person can easily tell if I like them or not, and I've never really been good at deception.
I feel so ordinary and normal, and I worry that I'm dull. This is what it comes to: my writing has no pathos. Just normal people coping with what the world throws at them. It doesn't feel particularly deep or insightful.
That's what I woke up thinking about.
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Date: 2008-04-01 06:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-04-01 06:37 pm (UTC)I prefer being a good person to being a genius artist.
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Date: 2008-04-01 10:50 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-04-02 12:05 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-04-02 08:08 pm (UTC)That frees you up to think about/experience *higher* things, you know.
Life will throw dynamic, sometimes crappy, things your way all the time; why complicate things further by being emotionally crosswired?
Sounds to me like you have a good understanding of your current self and limitations--congratulations! I'd call you lucky, but I know that luck has NOTHING to do with it; you're introspective analytical nature has triumphed again, to help you understand yourself, therefore your environment!
Feeling dull happens to all of us. Your writing has no pathos? Then I suppose that *choice* little excerpt of impeccable vampirical nonsense you linked to must be the exact opposite, because it was *soaking* with Emo! *lol*
What's that age-old saying..."Write what you know"?
Don't belittle yourself by belittling your writing. It is good to keep a critical eye, but that statement of yours was just belittling, Miss Lisa.
*sniff*!
@-) (Cyclopean Smiley! Neat!)
Audrey