Monday, Monday
Nov. 17th, 2003 10:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ljgeoffOnce again, my house is trashed. I mean, it's really awful; dishes, toys, and trash all over the place. It would take about two hours for me to get it all picked up, including cleaning the kitchen, and when I get home from work tonight it will look just like this. Mike and the boys are oblivious to it and pick it up only to please me. I have four hours until I have to leave for work, so I suppose I will pick it up some - do the dishes at least, and pick up the trash.
I still haven't finished chapter six. It's not an action chapter, it's a thinking chapter. I read it, and realize that I am not very deep.
At this rate, I figure that I'll finish the rough draft in two years.
I have no energy, and wonder if I'm depressed. I'm tired when I wake up. I perk up a little when I get to work, but I'm exhausted when I get off. I get home and just want to crawl into bed; sometimes I do, but I can't get to sleep. I take joy in many things, though, and my mood is not unhappy. But I haven't been much interested in sex. I've been getting between six and eight hours of sleep a night. I'm not tired right now, I just don't feel like picking up the house and doing the dishes.
I've been working on my Niijii's web page, and getting frustrated because the 'builder' page is not cooperating. When I edit the page, save the changes, and publish, the page is not updated. grrr.
Luke is up now, eating Life cereal and watching Dora The Explorer. I think that I'll go work on chapter six.
I still haven't finished chapter six. It's not an action chapter, it's a thinking chapter. I read it, and realize that I am not very deep.
At this rate, I figure that I'll finish the rough draft in two years.
I have no energy, and wonder if I'm depressed. I'm tired when I wake up. I perk up a little when I get to work, but I'm exhausted when I get off. I get home and just want to crawl into bed; sometimes I do, but I can't get to sleep. I take joy in many things, though, and my mood is not unhappy. But I haven't been much interested in sex. I've been getting between six and eight hours of sleep a night. I'm not tired right now, I just don't feel like picking up the house and doing the dishes.
I've been working on my Niijii's web page, and getting frustrated because the 'builder' page is not cooperating. When I edit the page, save the changes, and publish, the page is not updated. grrr.
Luke is up now, eating Life cereal and watching Dora The Explorer. I think that I'll go work on chapter six.
