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ljgeoffI took a nap this afternoon and I dreamed. I wasn't on Earth, and I and a group of people were trying to get to somewhere, a ship or something. Anyway, the part of the dream that I really remember was that it was very dark, and I was walking through some deep snow. I broke through the snow, and my foot went down and down - there wasn't any ground underneath.
I've always called Mike my foundation, my rock. I'm worried of how I will deal without him. It's not that I really want someone to lean on - but I don't have anyone that I feel comfortable to kvetch at, even. Certainly not the kids, and Len and Laura are both are so fragile. There is no one that I can be weak with, and the idea of having to be not weak is ... worrying.
I've always called Mike my foundation, my rock. I'm worried of how I will deal without him. It's not that I really want someone to lean on - but I don't have anyone that I feel comfortable to kvetch at, even. Certainly not the kids, and Len and Laura are both are so fragile. There is no one that I can be weak with, and the idea of having to be not weak is ... worrying.