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[ljgeoff]

I have a dearth of what I'd call good friends. Good friends are people that I can just call and meet for coffee or watch CSI with or go for a late-night tramp around town. Len was about it, and now he's ... I dunno what he is, but mostly he's unavailable. Ruby says she'd like to hang out, but she's Len's sister and housemate, and so much younger, too. I really tried to make a go of the whole friend thing with Keith. He's just not interested and I'm tired of that particular brick wall, too.

Everyone I've met in school is 20 yrs younger than me. Bleh. I feel old and tired. It's weird to be lonely and too tired to do anything about it.

I'm going to get a part-time job next week, maybe cooking or waiting tables, and that will keep me busy. Tomorrow I'm driving to Escanaba to talk to someone in the nursing department, and then tomorrow evening I've got my nutrition final.

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[limnrix.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Since my friend-with-mistakes started with thesis/girlfriend, I've been looking at my 20-person-long friendslist and going "nobody is on!" It's selfish but annoying.