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Apr. 19th, 2007 05:40 pmSerene wrote something on ap:
Except that some third person is being given the power over the expression of love and sex in a relationship that isn't hers. At least, I'm projecting that that would be a huge problem for *me*.
And Pete wrote to me in email:
it sounds like Len does see the change, and it scares him too, and...and maybe he just doesn't know what the fuck to do about it and he's as twisted up over it and confused as you are.
I made a post on ap before I left campus and then, on the ride home, I was thinking idly about something, SCA I think, and grinning to myself about some fun last summer, and thinking about this summer, and then thinking about Len ... and coming to a stop.
And then I thought, gingerly, what if would be like to just be friends. And all the way home I thought of Len being my very dear friend.
Except that some third person is being given the power over the expression of love and sex in a relationship that isn't hers. At least, I'm projecting that that would be a huge problem for *me*.
And Pete wrote to me in email:
it sounds like Len does see the change, and it scares him too, and...and maybe he just doesn't know what the fuck to do about it and he's as twisted up over it and confused as you are.
I made a post on ap before I left campus and then, on the ride home, I was thinking idly about something, SCA I think, and grinning to myself about some fun last summer, and thinking about this summer, and then thinking about Len ... and coming to a stop.
And then I thought, gingerly, what if would be like to just be friends. And all the way home I thought of Len being my very dear friend.